Today my head is full of lead, I can barely tread so I’ve taken to my bed. I try to meditate but my mind is full of hesitate. I thought all these daily affirmations would heal my problems, but now I’m burned out trying so hard to navigate. I have this condition and am grateful for the days of remission, but today my mind fogs and my breath feels clogged. Today I just rest and stay safe instead. A rest day isn’t a failure, it’s a recuperation, to stand again and go forward. How can one man have this much power? he’s caused so much pain and now I have to rebuild my life, all over again! Today, just today, I take to my bed. Today, just today, I rest instead.